Share A Secret
Monday, April 24, 2006
Updated 4/25/05 @ 11:20 pm
Jus So Yall Kno, My SECRETS Have Been Posted
I did not do a new post for today, but I did add hell of a lot of info in the comments section. In addition to my anonymous secrets, I've also posted several freebies un-anonymously! I had alot more to say but its time for me to take my ass to bed, plus there is always next time!
~Nic~
How is everyone doing today? How was your weekend? I hope that whateva you did, it was all good!
I'm so aggravated w/blogger today. What is wrong with it? Whatever it is hope that they get their shyt together. I've trying to publish this damn post all day!
I just wanna know, why is it that every time I blink my eye on Friday evening, the next thing I know its time for me start getting my shyt together for work Monday morning? Why does the weekend go by so damn fast? The work week doesn't go by that fast, so why does the weekend seem like it only lasts for about 3 hours? I don't get it!
As for my weekend, nothing too special went on. My sister Ree came here to visit for the weekend. I was so happy to see her. I’ve really missed my ride-or-die homey since she moved to South Fla. a couple of months ago.
I had a pretty good weekend even tho it did not go as planned. I'm not hard to please, so as long as I didn't have to go to the J-O-B, it was all good!
On Saturday I was supposed to be going to a hair show and out for happy hour, but I did not go because it stormed here. I hate going out when its raining and most of the time I choose not to unless it is something that I really have to take care/need to do! But not only did it storm like hell, my power went out. We could not even iron damn cloths. The power was out on the entire east side of the city, including our largest mall. Can you imagine being the fugging mall and the power going out? Is that crazy or what?
Today I want to try something and I HOPE that you guys will help me out. I'd like to try the post-secret-blog. I got this idea from M-Dubb a while back. Thanks M-Dubb!
There are other sites out there that are dedicated to the readers sharing there secrets. The one that I am most familiar with is the Post Secret Blog.
I’m inviting each one of you to anonymously share your secrets in the comments section and I will do the same (anonymously of course). Is there something you've been wanting to get off your chest? Then you can get it off your chest right here!
Taking the lead from the Post Secret Blog, any secret shared could be a regret, hope, funny experience, unseen kindness, fantasy, belief, fear, betrayal, erotic desire, feeling, or confession. But please don't post anything demeaning or disrespectful. Let's keep this fun okay!
Feel free to reveal anything - as long as it is true. A secret that you have never shared with anyone before would be most appreciated.
Once there is a good number of comments posted, I'll post my secret to! If fact I may post a couple of my secrets ;-)
Feel free to leave as many comments as you like, but when posting a secret, do that comment anonymously - that is unless you just WANT us all to know it was you and that's fine to if you choose to do it that way. It will be interesting wondering who posted what?
This is Superstar Nic
Still "N" Search of Ecstasy and I'm out!
"If you see someone without a smile today, give them one of yours!"
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I thought I was the only one having issues with blogger..I tell ya I had been trying to post one edit since dang on 10am...freaking comp....I hate the rain as well...then again I like it when I'm sleeping through it or partaking in some other activity LOL
I am five seconds away from stalking the hell out of this fine ass guy I like..lol. just playing. But, the secret is, I am infatuated with him and that is so unlike me to like someone who doesn't like me back. Great post! I know you know who this is..lol.
Saying?!?!? I finally got that sh*t to post and folk are commenting on it already, but how bout my post doesnt appear on my blog?!?! I am confused. I will repost it tomorrow, but I will lose the comments. Oh well.
@ Honey - Nope, it seems that a lot of people have been having problems today!
@ Niki - I was confused earlier to, LOL. A friend of mine called and said that she went to my blog and that my post was no longer there. I was like WTF?? Sure enough, when I looked it was not there even though I could have sworn that I published it before I went to work this morning. The I had to keep trying all damn day to get this damn post published this afternoon. Jeeze!
@ Niki - I was confused earlier to, LOL. A friend of mine called and said that she went to my blog and that my post was no longer there. I was like WTF?? Sure enough, when I looked it was not there even though I could have sworn that I published it before I went to work this morning. The I had to keep trying all damn day to get this damn post published this afternoon. Jeeze!
I was on my way home from work today when I saw this FINE ASS dude. He had a really low hair cut and a goat tee. He just looked so sexy! I damn near hit a mail box trying to check him out. I don’t think that I’ve ever seen a guy that made me do a double take and stare back at him while I was driving. NEVER. I see guys do this drooling over women all the time, but damn today I was the one drooling.
I was getting ready to have sex with my ex and the guy I am in love with called me. I got up took the call and then left my ex laying in the bed alone, while I went and twisted out my other dude.
I'm luvin this post already! Great secrets coming in so far. Thank you guys so much participating. My secret is still to come. I wonder if you will be able to figure out which one is mine (smile).
~Nic~
~Nic~
BTW, Anonymous that posted @ 6:13pm, that is one hell of a damn secret!
Luvin it!!!
Luvin it!!!
Wow, I just wrote something similiar in my last post; but since you have this I see Imma have to come back incognito and drop a lil "nugget"...LOL. Like BIG said "I gotta story to tell"
N-Love:
This is the best. I am going to post soon. . .
This is the best. I am going to post soon. . .
Last year my boyfriend cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend. He didn’t cheat just once or twice but he cheated on me over a six month period. That bastard! I hated him so much for it I cheated on him too. I will NEVER own up to it because I like the power of holding the cheating thing over his head.
I sometimes fantasize about being with women and I’m a woman. I’ve never been with a woman before, but I think I want to. I just wanna know what its like.
Sometimes I can see a woman and I find myself just sizing her up, the same way I would if I was looking at a fine ass dude? I thought about having a threesome with my boyfriend and a woman, but I don’t think I really wanna do that. I just want it to be me and her when and if I ever live out this little fantasy!
Sometimes I can see a woman and I find myself just sizing her up, the same way I would if I was looking at a fine ass dude? I thought about having a threesome with my boyfriend and a woman, but I don’t think I really wanna do that. I just want it to be me and her when and if I ever live out this little fantasy!
When I was in college I used to steal shit left and right! I steal all kinds of stuff from Wal-mart like school supplies, soap, lotion, make-up, different stuff for my apartment, etc. I would also take shit at the grocery store, buying the sugar but stealing the cool aid. I’d take the meat and stick it down in my bag and then I would buy the side items. I’m so lucky that my ass never got caught! I can’t believe I was so stupid!
@ P - Yes, isn't this the best ever!
Are yall ready for my big secret?
For everyone just reading and not post, uhmmmm I know you gotta secret to share right? {Nodding my head yes}
Come on and post your secret. Please!
I said please!
For everyone just reading and not post, uhmmmm I know you gotta secret to share right? {Nodding my head yes}
Come on and post your secret. Please!
I said please!
I had a friend who did me wrong with this guy that I was seeing. I found out that she approached him and was telling him that she wished that she had met him first and that he is sexy as hell. Furthemore, she gave him her phone number and told him to holla back any time.
My comeback? I decided to turn the tables on her and get with one of her men. I did it five times. Not five times with the same guy. I seduced five different men in her life over a two year period. And I loved every minute of it. Just the thought of knowing what I was doing when I was doing it heightened my arousal. I became addicted. This produced a pattern of drawing and luring men that had girlfriends over another two year period, (I did have a boyfriend at the time) I am not like that anymore, but I must admit, the temptation is there for me to relapse, but I won't.
I'm physically attracted to women. I have never been with one but I enjoy looking at them, and I have a thirst to be with them that I cannot quench. I want to know what it's like based on some of the things that I have seen in pornos. Currently I have a crush on a good friend and would love to know what it's like to be with her.
My comeback? I decided to turn the tables on her and get with one of her men. I did it five times. Not five times with the same guy. I seduced five different men in her life over a two year period. And I loved every minute of it. Just the thought of knowing what I was doing when I was doing it heightened my arousal. I became addicted. This produced a pattern of drawing and luring men that had girlfriends over another two year period, (I did have a boyfriend at the time) I am not like that anymore, but I must admit, the temptation is there for me to relapse, but I won't.
I'm physically attracted to women. I have never been with one but I enjoy looking at them, and I have a thirst to be with them that I cannot quench. I want to know what it's like based on some of the things that I have seen in pornos. Currently I have a crush on a good friend and would love to know what it's like to be with her.
When I was in high school (8 years ago) I got drunk and had sex with my best friend's boyfriend at the time. I'm not just blaming it on the liquor though because we did it a couple more times. She broke up with him about 2 years after our initial "rendevous." I know it was really really wrong of me to do and I feel terrible for it but I'm still afraid to tell her what happened (even though she is totally over dude and has long since moved on) . I heard through a couple of people that she had sex with my boyfriend when I was in college and I kind of wish it was true so at least we could both put everything on the table.
I’m supposed to be getting married in August of this year, but I am not sure if I’m in love with my fiancé. I don’t know if its just cold feet or the type of self doubts that people go through sometimes before they get married or if I’m really no longer in love?
@ Sangroncito - I take it that your boyfriend doesn't know this right? Wow! Do the 2 brothers know about each other?
I don't know if I have anymore secrets. I put all my shit out on my blog. Oh, heres one, I had sex with one of my female friends while another one of my female friends was passed out drunk in the living room the other night. It was a little freaky, but exciting to know that someone could be listening.
I’m so head over heals for this guy that I met online. We talk all the time and email each other a lot! How could I be so crazy over someone that I have never met before? What’s even worse, it that I am married. I know its bad but I just can’t help myself. My husband doesn’t know.
I had sex with a married woman three weeks ago...
her husband is my cousin
her husband is my cousin
Wow anonymous! I just got Nic's e-mail and that is ummm wow @ all of the anonymouses.
I don't have any secrets, I do like country sometimes tho.
I don't have any secrets, I do like country sometimes tho.
My secret is similar to a couple that I have read here so far. I also find women to be physically attractive. I’ve never been with a woman but I do think about it some times. I’m sitting here licking my lips right now thinking about being with a sexy ass woman. I mean I know exactly what I like to.
I never fantasize about my friends and for some reason I’m never attracted to my close friends. Its not that they aren’t beautiful I think it’s the taboo of it that keeps me from having feelings like that for me friends. But a co-worker on the other hand is an entirely different story. I used to work with this one girl, we’ll call her Natalie. Natalie was a beautiful brown skinned girl with hair that came just past her shoulders. She was a short, sexy lil sumthin. I just couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to be with her just like the girls do in the pornos. Touching her soft skin, rubbing on that big old ass, letting my fingers trail her body. That girl really had it going on.
But just as I sit here and I fantasize about it, I don’t think I would ever have the courage to really act on these feelings. I really do wonder what it would be like though.
You really started some shit with this “secret” post, LOL. But I liked being able to tell everyone what I’m thinking, even though they don’t know who I am.
I never fantasize about my friends and for some reason I’m never attracted to my close friends. Its not that they aren’t beautiful I think it’s the taboo of it that keeps me from having feelings like that for me friends. But a co-worker on the other hand is an entirely different story. I used to work with this one girl, we’ll call her Natalie. Natalie was a beautiful brown skinned girl with hair that came just past her shoulders. She was a short, sexy lil sumthin. I just couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to be with her just like the girls do in the pornos. Touching her soft skin, rubbing on that big old ass, letting my fingers trail her body. That girl really had it going on.
But just as I sit here and I fantasize about it, I don’t think I would ever have the courage to really act on these feelings. I really do wonder what it would be like though.
You really started some shit with this “secret” post, LOL. But I liked being able to tell everyone what I’m thinking, even though they don’t know who I am.
I am so luvin reading all of these secrets! Wow!
These are EXTREMELY interesting comments that you just posted. VERY interesting.
I've been wanting to do this post for a while, but I honestly did not think that I would get this type of response. I'm so glad that I finally did it!
These are EXTREMELY interesting comments that you just posted. VERY interesting.
I've been wanting to do this post for a while, but I honestly did not think that I would get this type of response. I'm so glad that I finally did it!
Big Trev - I need come check out your post that you did like this. I bet there is some juicy stuff on there!
My best friend is a guy and I'm in love with him. All of our mutual friends know it but he doesn't. He just doesn’t seem realize it or he ignores it. I don’t know if he’s just blind or if he just doesn’t wanna go there.
I have fantasies about my ex-husband dying. Just dead. My life would be so much easier if he was just worm food.
Damn! LOL @ "My life would be so much easier if he was just worm food"
I hate to laugh because I honestly believe that you are dead seriouse, but I just can't control myself.
I hate to laugh because I honestly believe that you are dead seriouse, but I just can't control myself.
Interesting.
Mr. Deaky, I want you to be sure to come back and post one of your deepest darkest secrets!
I know you got at least one...everyone does!
I know you got at least one...everyone does!
Nah, I think I'm gonna pass. It's an interesting idea though.
Sorry yall. This one is really depressing
-I drink so I wont cry. Im a woman but I was raised that crying=weakness and weakness meant you became a victim. I am so depressed, hopeless, lonely and I cant even tell anyone.
-I want to have hot noisy sex with both of them, but Im not good enough for one of them and too good for the other one. Neither of them would last in a real relationship with me because Im too twisted, so I hope we can just have sex and get it over with.
-I wish someone really loved me and put me first. No one explained to me that 'Independent' also means 'always lonely.' Chickenheads always have lots of men. Why cant I?
-I drink so I wont cry. Im a woman but I was raised that crying=weakness and weakness meant you became a victim. I am so depressed, hopeless, lonely and I cant even tell anyone.
-I want to have hot noisy sex with both of them, but Im not good enough for one of them and too good for the other one. Neither of them would last in a real relationship with me because Im too twisted, so I hope we can just have sex and get it over with.
-I wish someone really loved me and put me first. No one explained to me that 'Independent' also means 'always lonely.' Chickenheads always have lots of men. Why cant I?
@ Can I Just Tell You - I am so sorry to hear that you feel that way. It almost brings tears to my eyes because I can relate on some many levels to how you feel. I hold all of my pain inside to and I don't EVER feel as though I can share it with others even when they ask me to.
Please don't say you are hopeless because there is hope. I know it is.
If you ever need to just let off some steam or get things off your chest you can always, always, always feel free to email me: superstar_nic@comast.net
Please don't say you are hopeless because there is hope. I know it is.
If you ever need to just let off some steam or get things off your chest you can always, always, always feel free to email me: superstar_nic@comast.net
Freaky - Awww man! Just give it some thought and if you change your mind feel free to share your secrets.
You said that it's interesting so that means you've at least given it some thought. Come on!
You said that it's interesting so that means you've at least given it some thought. Come on!
This is Anonymous Part Two.
I am the one that posted about seducing five of my friends men over a two year period. I am also the one that said that I am sexually attracted to women and that I have a crush on one of my good friends.
Although I wonder how it would be to be with her (I am always looking at her ass) I would never cross the boundaries with her. I can't just put myself out there like going to bars and stuff I can't be seen in that type of establishment so, I am going to concur with what the other anonymous person said. I am probably a little too chicken to go forward with the thirst of sucking on another woman. I think maybe if I had a drink or two I might do it, but I generally don't drink but I don't rule it out.
I even watch certain parts of the movie, hoping they will have a girl scene, so I can get aroused; I usually watch it and then call my boyfriend so he can get me off.
I am the one that posted about seducing five of my friends men over a two year period. I am also the one that said that I am sexually attracted to women and that I have a crush on one of my good friends.
Although I wonder how it would be to be with her (I am always looking at her ass) I would never cross the boundaries with her. I can't just put myself out there like going to bars and stuff I can't be seen in that type of establishment so, I am going to concur with what the other anonymous person said. I am probably a little too chicken to go forward with the thirst of sucking on another woman. I think maybe if I had a drink or two I might do it, but I generally don't drink but I don't rule it out.
I even watch certain parts of the movie, hoping they will have a girl scene, so I can get aroused; I usually watch it and then call my boyfriend so he can get me off.
Thanks for sharing Anon Pt. Two. I can't even tell you all how much I appreciate you sharing your secrets with me.
BTW, one of my secrets has already been posted. I'll mostly like be posting another one tomorrow (smile).
I know you wish you knew which one was mine. And if you think you know, lets just keep it on the low okay ;-)
BTW, one of my secrets has already been posted. I'll mostly like be posting another one tomorrow (smile).
I know you wish you knew which one was mine. And if you think you know, lets just keep it on the low okay ;-)
I can’t help but giggle to myself because I see that there are already a few comments on here about fantasizing about being with a woman. Seeing the other comments shows me that I am not the only person thinking like this.
From time to time I think about being with a woman to. Just like the others, I have not been with a woman before. For me its mainly because I think I too scared to go through with it. I can’t help but wonder what it would be like.
Do men have these kinda thoughts I wonder?
From time to time I think about being with a woman to. Just like the others, I have not been with a woman before. For me its mainly because I think I too scared to go through with it. I can’t help but wonder what it would be like.
Do men have these kinda thoughts I wonder?
Thank You. Ill be alright in about a week...PMS
Oh you are very, very welcome!
Please Note: All of the readers that have not already posted a secret, I'm still waiting you!
Please Note: All of the readers that have not already posted a secret, I'm still waiting you!
Me and my boyfriend have been having threesomes with a good male friend is. Me and the friend have been planning a twosome behind my boyfriend's back.
Me and my boyfriend have been having threesomes with a good male friend of his. Me and the friend have been planning a twosome behind my boyfriend's back.
I had sex with my friend's father.
I went over her house when we were in college; I saw her car that's why I dropped by; her car was there but she wasn't, and he was always the neighborhood dad and he had invited me in so it was no big deal, but he had had something to drink Didn't know it at that point. Anyway, he mentioned that I was his favorite of her friends. One thing let to another. After he went to sleep I left and we never mentioned it. I was 20 and he was 42 at the time.
I went over her house when we were in college; I saw her car that's why I dropped by; her car was there but she wasn't, and he was always the neighborhood dad and he had invited me in so it was no big deal, but he had had something to drink Didn't know it at that point. Anyway, he mentioned that I was his favorite of her friends. One thing let to another. After he went to sleep I left and we never mentioned it. I was 20 and he was 42 at the time.
I a smart attractive guy. How do I tell my best friend, a smart attractive girl, that I am fucking her boyfriend? She calls me and tells me all about their relationship. Soon after, her boyfriend calls me and repeats the same stories. I try to act like a rational go-between while trying not to laugh. The last time I fucked her boyfriend, he asked me to cum in his mouth... two days later, my friend calls, very upset because he had asked her to swallow his cum... I laughed hard.
I will be writing a tell-all book when I get married or when I leave journalism...whatever comes first! No one will be safe in the book!
I'm still a Virgin about to be 22, and I dont think I wanna keep it any longer. Except IM picky, and it must be with some1 I truely care about and trust..:(..but I still want to lose it.
i had the same prblem with it - maybe to many folks - nice blog
Lately my women fantasies have been increasing........but I am scared at the same time...
I lost my virginity when I was 13 years old.... to my female cousin!!! We did it under a bed with both of our parents in the house.
ok i do have some secrets. you can say i lost my virginity with my female cousin too, n ima female. and i got laid with m cousin too.
When I use to work at Rite Aid I use to give all kinds of shit away beer, makeup, EPT's you name it!
I'd also have my friends come in and take stuff then I'd go return it the next day and get something else or get my money back LOL!!!!
I'd also have my friends come in and take stuff then I'd go return it the next day and get something else or get my money back LOL!!!!
I had sex with 2 guys in the same day. The first guy was a jumpoff that I was just boinking for fun..He was pretty lame though and he knew what the situation was from jump..Later that night my ex called out of no where..We hadn't spoke in a good 6mths..I couldn't resist him. He beat it up better than ole jumpoff..sheesh! I don't feel bad about that shit either..LOL.
I think I'm pregnant. If so it'll be the fourth abortion. Damn I don't wanna do this again...
I had sex with more than one man in one day too. One was my regular man and the other was this new dude I had dated. This was about six years ago.
I had sex with him and we were done with our little date about six thirty. I went home, took a bath, got a phone call from the other dude and went over his house and did it with him. After he went to sleep I masturbated. It was only a five hour time difference between when I was done with the first one (six thirty pm) and the second one I did it with (eleven thirty pm. I was on one that night! It was the best.
I had sex with him and we were done with our little date about six thirty. I went home, took a bath, got a phone call from the other dude and went over his house and did it with him. After he went to sleep I masturbated. It was only a five hour time difference between when I was done with the first one (six thirty pm) and the second one I did it with (eleven thirty pm. I was on one that night! It was the best.
I used to steal gift certificates from my job in order to make ends meet. This was when I was in college and gift certificates used to come in paper format. I would steal an entire booklet out of the store and then go to other stores and buy cassette singles and redeem them for the rest of the money.
I used to work at another place where I was the only cashier on the weekends and I used to 'ring' up folks, but not really ring them up and pocket some of the money. I really needed it. By the way that is no justification for what I did. I didn't even think that it was then, I was kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place. Still no excuse though. But I did it.
I used to work at another place where I was the only cashier on the weekends and I used to 'ring' up folks, but not really ring them up and pocket some of the money. I really needed it. By the way that is no justification for what I did. I didn't even think that it was then, I was kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place. Still no excuse though. But I did it.
I find alot of people blogs BORING and some biting repetive shit. But I read it anyway. Some of dem..
Y'all some nasty phreaky thieving scandalous, shady mofos.
Now, whether or not I posted anonymously or not is NOT THE POINT HERE. (Hehe).
I'm just sayin.
Now, whether or not I posted anonymously or not is NOT THE POINT HERE. (Hehe).
I'm just sayin.
Years ago I went out of town to live for a while with a man and still had a boyfriend at home. I cheated on both of my boyfriends with a married man and I didn't feel bad about it. I'm now married to my boyfriend at home who actually caught me cheating with A DIFFERENT man in the other state.
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Wow! I don't even BELIVE in confessions, and I was about to do one and forgot to make it anonymous! Goodness!!!
I will have to come back later so no one knows it was me!
Holla!
I will have to come back later so no one knows it was me!
Holla!
This morning I faked an orgasm with my husband, I feel really bad but enough was enough!
testing testing 1 2 3
I've slept with 3 guys i met on the net.....
I am sitting here trying to figure out who is who....and I think I have got a few figured out.
Is it wrong to try and match comments to people?
Is it wrong to try and match comments to people?
whoa it's some shit going down up in HERE
If you know which one is mine's then you are pimp dawg!!!!
:)
Because my personality was written all over it.
:)
Because my personality was written all over it.
wrote a new poem...
thought you might like to know since you wrote the last one
thought you might like to know since you wrote the last one
I once shot a man just for snoring.
Wow at the last anonymous comment...I hope I don't get shot...*lol*
Well everyone that knows me knows I keeps it real, therofore I won't post anonymously...
GP:But Black, I see what you are talking about now and I have not left a secret yet...
I don't have many secrets, they are all on my blog....
Its not a secret that I have penis envy and I lust after women as if I was a man. I don't want a woman cause I had..1,2,3,4,5 of them already...I'm straight...like TI said.
But I do so wish to be a man so I can experience the real feeling of being with a woman. But hell that's not a secret either.
I don't have no married men secrets, cause married men repulse me.
I had a crush on my landlord and when I found out he wasn't married, its now open season, but he outta there cause he ain't fixed this shit in my apartment yet. Yesterday, he surprised me with a visit, asking could he walk through my apartment to get to the front.... I thought I was decent but when I looked down to see what he was looking at...I noticied that not only was my stomach bulge exposed, but I didn't zip my pants, so all he was seeing was my snatch, cause I didn't have any panties on....my bad..*lol*
I've masterbated thinking about him, and came so hard, that I yelled his name out...people probably thought he was in there with me...
Let's see, secrets, secrets, secrets...I really can't say, cause I haven't ever done anything I'm ashamed of..I am who I am because of it.
Have I cheated on my boyfriend? Yes, all of them except one, Don...
Have I ever fucked my bestfriends man? Sure, after I found out she was tryna fuck mine and was always flirting with mine, not to mention my BD...
That's why I don't trust females now... around my man.
Have I ever fucked a guy with a girlfriend? Shit, most of the time, any guy worth while is already taken, but as long as he's not married, its all good, as long as, his girl ain't crazy, cause I'm not bout to fight over no dick, period.
I've never slept with anyone off the internet, cause I'm so scared of internet dating...however, I did watch this one dude jag off on his web cam..his nasty ass...*lol*
I fake orgasms..*lol* But I'm tired of faking it so I just won't have sex anymore...*lol*
Have I ever stole? yea, when I worked at Walgreens, anything that could fit in my smock went in there, lipstick ($9), nail polish ($6), condoms, lubes, food.
When I was in 2nd grade I stole a 50 cent piece right in front of the person...but other than that, I'm too scared to steal shit...*lol*
I've had 2 abortions and refuse to ever have one again, unless I'm raped or something..
Yea, as a child, my cousins and I used to play house, we never penetrated each other though, the furthest was my cousin putting his wee wee on my knee and it felt gross...we never talk about our childhood...the cousins and I.
Now I can't top the anonymous guys comment that was fucking his bestfriends boyfriend...*lol*
This medium just proves to me that everybody got they own skeletons and dirt. I hate when folks try to act holier than thou. This shows us we are all human and we all do some scandoulous, cruel, fucked up shit in our lifetimes....
The real secret will come out in my autobiography, if I tell yall now, yall won't buy the book...*lol*
Well everyone that knows me knows I keeps it real, therofore I won't post anonymously...
GP:But Black, I see what you are talking about now and I have not left a secret yet...
I don't have many secrets, they are all on my blog....
Its not a secret that I have penis envy and I lust after women as if I was a man. I don't want a woman cause I had..1,2,3,4,5 of them already...I'm straight...like TI said.
But I do so wish to be a man so I can experience the real feeling of being with a woman. But hell that's not a secret either.
I don't have no married men secrets, cause married men repulse me.
I had a crush on my landlord and when I found out he wasn't married, its now open season, but he outta there cause he ain't fixed this shit in my apartment yet. Yesterday, he surprised me with a visit, asking could he walk through my apartment to get to the front.... I thought I was decent but when I looked down to see what he was looking at...I noticied that not only was my stomach bulge exposed, but I didn't zip my pants, so all he was seeing was my snatch, cause I didn't have any panties on....my bad..*lol*
I've masterbated thinking about him, and came so hard, that I yelled his name out...people probably thought he was in there with me...
Let's see, secrets, secrets, secrets...I really can't say, cause I haven't ever done anything I'm ashamed of..I am who I am because of it.
Have I cheated on my boyfriend? Yes, all of them except one, Don...
Have I ever fucked my bestfriends man? Sure, after I found out she was tryna fuck mine and was always flirting with mine, not to mention my BD...
That's why I don't trust females now... around my man.
Have I ever fucked a guy with a girlfriend? Shit, most of the time, any guy worth while is already taken, but as long as he's not married, its all good, as long as, his girl ain't crazy, cause I'm not bout to fight over no dick, period.
I've never slept with anyone off the internet, cause I'm so scared of internet dating...however, I did watch this one dude jag off on his web cam..his nasty ass...*lol*
I fake orgasms..*lol* But I'm tired of faking it so I just won't have sex anymore...*lol*
Have I ever stole? yea, when I worked at Walgreens, anything that could fit in my smock went in there, lipstick ($9), nail polish ($6), condoms, lubes, food.
When I was in 2nd grade I stole a 50 cent piece right in front of the person...but other than that, I'm too scared to steal shit...*lol*
I've had 2 abortions and refuse to ever have one again, unless I'm raped or something..
Yea, as a child, my cousins and I used to play house, we never penetrated each other though, the furthest was my cousin putting his wee wee on my knee and it felt gross...we never talk about our childhood...the cousins and I.
Now I can't top the anonymous guys comment that was fucking his bestfriends boyfriend...*lol*
This medium just proves to me that everybody got they own skeletons and dirt. I hate when folks try to act holier than thou. This shows us we are all human and we all do some scandoulous, cruel, fucked up shit in our lifetimes....
The real secret will come out in my autobiography, if I tell yall now, yall won't buy the book...*lol*
i've slept with over 5 dudes i met online...
i have a banging sex life..but can't blog about it
i made out with my cousin last night...he's not my blood cousin but we grew up together...
since we were like 4yrs old.
i have a banging sex life..but can't blog about it
i made out with my cousin last night...he's not my blood cousin but we grew up together...
since we were like 4yrs old.
i had an abortion cause i was afraid of what people would say...
i was married with 3 kids already...
i cry when i think of it...i wish i had my baby today
i was married with 3 kids already...
i cry when i think of it...i wish i had my baby today
i met a dude in a bar with some sexxy lips.i went home with him and gave him head til he came in my mouth.
and i'ma a preachers kid
and i'ma a preachers kid
What it do bloggers?
I just got home and had to say that I never in my wildest dreams thought that I would have
gotten so many responses! Never!
I haven't even had a chance to read them yet but I had to give all of yall a shout on this one, because this shit is on fiyah!
I just got home and had to say that I never in my wildest dreams thought that I would have
gotten so many responses! Never!
I haven't even had a chance to read them yet but I had to give all of yall a shout on this one, because this shit is on fiyah!
Terrance I’m have had quite a few people to mention something like this to me.
It’s much more common than people think!
Ms New Booty So you gonna tell us all about it if you act on your fantasies? Like I said in my comments to Terrance, this is much more common than people think. Its even apparent in this comment section that several women have been thinking about it ;-)
spchrist Make sure you give me a shout out in your book and don’t forget about me when you blow up!
Nice post nic now that is interesting!
P LMAO … we know you posted a secret to!
Mrs. TJ I bet you almost had a heart attack when you forgot to make it anon huh? I know what ya mean. I did the same damn thing yesterday and I pray no one saw it in that little split second before I deleted it – Jeeze!
At 4/24/2006 11:35 PM, Anonymous Having threesomes?!?!?! Hmmmmm…VERY interesting.
It’s much more common than people think!
Ms New Booty So you gonna tell us all about it if you act on your fantasies? Like I said in my comments to Terrance, this is much more common than people think. Its even apparent in this comment section that several women have been thinking about it ;-)
spchrist Make sure you give me a shout out in your book and don’t forget about me when you blow up!
Nice post nic now that is interesting!
P LMAO … we know you posted a secret to!
Mrs. TJ I bet you almost had a heart attack when you forgot to make it anon huh? I know what ya mean. I did the same damn thing yesterday and I pray no one saw it in that little split second before I deleted it – Jeeze!
At 4/24/2006 11:35 PM, Anonymous Having threesomes?!?!?! Hmmmmm…VERY interesting.
At 4/25/2006 12:20 AM, Anonymous now this is one hell of a damn secret! Whoa … fucking your best friends boyfriend?!?!?!
Shouting out to Anon poster @ 11:08am for giving out the free EPTs, LOL!!! That is funny as hell. Then taking the shit back for the $$$$ - PRICELESS!
On One That Night Another priceless tale – I love it!
At 4/25/2006 4:25 PM, Anonymous LOL, that’s what the fuck I’m talking about. Prefer getting it done at my house and I have been known to I kick ‘em out when I’m done ;-)
Ga Peach I am the Pimp Dawg because do believe I know which one is yours suga!
Friar Tuck I will be checking you out in a few!
At 4/25/2006 5:37 PM, Anonymous this is so sad. I really feel for you.
Nsane Lee Wow, thank you for sharing so much and being so open. I’ve learned a lot about you! I can’t a say that I would have known it was you that posted this info if you did it anonymously. I will definitely be buying that autobiography!
Stop tryna figure me out Wow - and a preacher's kid at that! LOL
At 4/25/2006 5:34 PM, that ain't cute WOW a banging sex life. That shit sounds good to me. Do these guys live in the same city as you or do you (they) have to travel to each other? I would love to hear more about that. I’m so nosey huh? LOL
Fantasy making my pu$$y jump I ain’t even gonna lie, that does sound hot! Did I just say that?
Shouting out to Anon poster @ 11:08am for giving out the free EPTs, LOL!!! That is funny as hell. Then taking the shit back for the $$$$ - PRICELESS!
On One That Night Another priceless tale – I love it!
At 4/25/2006 4:25 PM, Anonymous LOL, that’s what the fuck I’m talking about. Prefer getting it done at my house and I have been known to I kick ‘em out when I’m done ;-)
Ga Peach I am the Pimp Dawg because do believe I know which one is yours suga!
Friar Tuck I will be checking you out in a few!
At 4/25/2006 5:37 PM, Anonymous this is so sad. I really feel for you.
Nsane Lee Wow, thank you for sharing so much and being so open. I’ve learned a lot about you! I can’t a say that I would have known it was you that posted this info if you did it anonymously. I will definitely be buying that autobiography!
Stop tryna figure me out Wow - and a preacher's kid at that! LOL
At 4/25/2006 5:34 PM, that ain't cute WOW a banging sex life. That shit sounds good to me. Do these guys live in the same city as you or do you (they) have to travel to each other? I would love to hear more about that. I’m so nosey huh? LOL
Fantasy making my pu$$y jump I ain’t even gonna lie, that does sound hot! Did I just say that?
I had sex yesterday (for the umpteenth time) with a guy that I shouldn't have anything to do with anymore. He's my bad habit. But the sex is SOOOO DAYUM GOOOOOOD that I don't think I want to break the habit. Yet.
I'm just like the person that commented before me. I have a “bad habit” that I have sex w/to. I know that he is all wrong for me but I can’t help it. I’m crazy about him. I’ve tried so many times to break it off w/him but he just keeps coming back and I just keep letting. The way that he feeds that d*ck to me its so damn good, what is a girl to do?
I’m sitting here eating a Popsicle while I read this, so I may as well confess that I wish it was a nice hard dick! It would be a lot fewer calories that’s for dayum sure ;-)
I'm going to have to try this...
Damn this is good! I'm boring no secrets to share, I don't think.
Of course you have secrets to share! Everyone does ;-)
Sex with your friend dad>>>dammmmmm
When my mother-in-law died, I sang to myself, "Ding dong the witch is dead....Ding dong the wicked witch is dead"
I've fallen in love with one of my friends. I pretend it is casual so i can hang around him, even though it tortures me because he tells me about his relationships with other girls. I'm willing to have him in my life no matter what it costs me. He would never consider me as girlfriend material because I'm not his type physically. I'm unable to find a boyfriend because I compare everyone to him and they all fall short. It's hopeless I know, but I'd rather be alone than be with someone who isn't him.
I enjoy your blog and value your oppinion so i thought I'd ask you a question. My wife and mother of my two girls has decided that she would like to work as a stripper. Not because we need the money but because she did it before and she misses. Do you think that I am crazy for saying the her first day at work will be the last day of our marriage? you can email me if you want at fatsmash@yahoo.com
whoo lawd it's some freaky people out there. I thought I was going to see some "I helped OJ do it" type stuff. This all about sleeping with people grandmas...damn!$5 to the person who figures out my anon post...LOL
i've already figured out one person's anon post. if i figure yours out, stilt, i'm gonna be a certified genius. as for me, i've got to wait a while before posting my anon entry cuz it's obvious i haven't done it up until now...or have i?
THE CAT????????That is too dam much!!!!
well hot damn this is quite interesting.....thanks for stopping by n search
Some of these comments turn me on.
Some of these comments turn me on to! LOL
Ok, my nosy ass has read every comment on here, and WOW! All I can say. Anyway, someone already posted something similar to this, but about a year ago when I was in a very hateful-revenge place towards my man (he had cheated on me with this slut from work) I had sex with 3 guys off the internet. On different days, of course! But, one guy came over and was so sexy, and he started messing around me, and he ate me out. So, that night my boyfriend unexpectedly comes over, and I tried to play sleep, but he ate me out too, and we had sex. I was thinking, "I wonder will he notice? Do I taste different? Smell like sex?". But apparently, he didn't notice. Alos, I met this beautiful Puerto Rican guy off the internet, and drove to see him on my way home from work one day I had my boyfriend's car, because mine wasn't working. We met up at the guy's apartment, talked, and next thing I knew I was happily riding him on a couch. I so didnt plan it, either! I couldn't help it, he was my first 10 incher!!lol..................I still masturbate to that guy, just gorgeous, with a pretty, caramel colored dick.
Pretty good read, wonder how you're going to follow this post up?
Not much to confess in the strain of these secrets...only had sex once and that was 8 years ago
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@ Freaky - You ain't neva lies about that! Whatcould I possibly post after this one!?!?!
I haven't a clue!
I haven't a clue!
OMG @ I saw my neighbor finger fuck his cat through his bedroom window while he was wacthing porn, but he didn't see me. And hell no, I won't be shaking his hand anytime soon.
What state is this? I will forever look at people with pets differently now....*lol*
What state is this? I will forever look at people with pets differently now....*lol*
@ Like you couldn't guess - I have a feeling, but actually I'm not really sure who posted this comment! I would say that having sex only once and then 8 yrs ago is alot to confess. WOW!!!
This is pretty damn interesting to me. I hope its because you are waiting for your husband/wife.
This is pretty damn interesting to me. I hope its because you are waiting for your husband/wife.
I have a secret crush on the security guard in my office building. I call him my hallway cutie! I we always chat and flirt everyday when we see other. I think about it being more than just a crush and us flirting but its just innocent and fun right now. Things would be very awkward if we did start seeing other and then it didn't work out.
I wanna know how some you all meet all these internet lovers?!?!? I mean were you on personals sites or what? That's pretty interesting. Let me know!
At 4/26/2006 12:52 AM, Anonymous wow, I know that must be a very difficult situation to be in. I couldn’t imagine being in love with a friend and not being able to tell him. Hearing his stories about other women…Does he even have a clue that you like him?
At 4/26/2006 8:44 AM, Anonymous thanks! I’ll be emailing you soon.
Nikki tell whose post you have figured out?!?!! Is it me? LOL - I am so damn nosey, huh?
At 4/25/2006 11:51 PM, Anonymous LMAO @ Ding dong the witch is dead. Now u kno that’s a shame, lol
At 4/26/2006 10:52 AM, Anonymous finger the damn cat?!?!? That is so damn disgusting!
At 4/26/2006 3:37 PM, Anonymous now this is funny as hell, LOL. Fucked up, but still funny nevertheless.
At 4/26/2006 5:35 PM, Anonymous okay “happily riding him on a couch”, LOL.
I loved all of these comments!! What in the hell am I going to blog about now?!?!?!
At 4/26/2006 12:52 AM, Anonymous wow, I know that must be a very difficult situation to be in. I couldn’t imagine being in love with a friend and not being able to tell him. Hearing his stories about other women…Does he even have a clue that you like him?
At 4/26/2006 8:44 AM, Anonymous thanks! I’ll be emailing you soon.
Nikki tell whose post you have figured out?!?!! Is it me? LOL - I am so damn nosey, huh?
At 4/25/2006 11:51 PM, Anonymous LMAO @ Ding dong the witch is dead. Now u kno that’s a shame, lol
At 4/26/2006 10:52 AM, Anonymous finger the damn cat?!?!? That is so damn disgusting!
At 4/26/2006 3:37 PM, Anonymous now this is funny as hell, LOL. Fucked up, but still funny nevertheless.
At 4/26/2006 5:35 PM, Anonymous okay “happily riding him on a couch”, LOL.
I loved all of these comments!! What in the hell am I going to blog about now?!?!?!
WOW
It's gettin hot in herre.
I can't even think how I can top any of these comments.
WHEW
It's gettin hot in herre.
I can't even think how I can top any of these comments.
WHEW
Anon 12:52
At one time I think he knew, but I've done a good job of downplaying it so he might have forgotten about it (I sure hope so). It has been very hard to keep my feelings to myself and sometimes I get so sad I want to cry about it, especially when he talks about being in love with someone else, but I know I'll get over it eventually. It doesn't make any sense, but there is that small part of me that keeps on holding on as if there's a chance for us when I should know by now there really isn't.
At one time I think he knew, but I've done a good job of downplaying it so he might have forgotten about it (I sure hope so). It has been very hard to keep my feelings to myself and sometimes I get so sad I want to cry about it, especially when he talks about being in love with someone else, but I know I'll get over it eventually. It doesn't make any sense, but there is that small part of me that keeps on holding on as if there's a chance for us when I should know by now there really isn't.
Anonymous 12:52 I know that is hard. I’m sorry to hear that. It may not feel like it makes any sense, but I completely understand. Its okay to cry – just get the hurt out. I really have no great advice, but my heart definitely goes out to you. I truly hope that you find someone that loves you just as much and in the same way that you love them! SOON!
Take care!
Take care!
nic - u know i can't tell it. no, it wasn't you. i wish i DID know, though. LOL
i think you know which one is mine, though. *shhhh*
i think you know which one is mine, though. *shhhh*
Wow, what wonderful secrets.
I guess there is no patents on Blog subjects!
You know that movie the 40 year old virgin? Yeah well that's art imitating my life. No man has popped this cherry, you read right, no man, but women now well that's a different story.
i have herpes and that's the only reason sometimes that I do not leave my husband. I am not a nasty individual, just unlucky. I'm a cute, 30-something woman, I do not have nasty-ass sores on my genetalia, and if I do have an outbreak, it's ONE bump (not a nasty cluster) and it's maybe 2ce a year that this happens. But I am afraid of giving it to someone else and I am afraid that no man will want me if I tell them the truth, so I stay with my husband because he loves me in spite of this. I found out when our relationship was VERY new and he COULD have left me alone, but he didn't. I also think he gave it to me. HE has no outbreaks EVER, but he also hasn't been tested in the few years that we've been together. When I found out it was within 4 months of us being intimate and my doctor put RIGHT ON THE FORM that notified me that my HSV (herpes simplex virus) test was positive, that it was a RECENTLY acquired virus. So, I do and will ALWAYS believe that it was he, not the guy immediately preceding him that gave it to me. NONE of my friends know, because I am soooooooooo disgusted at my own self and embarassed except for ONE long-time friend or 21 years.......who also has herpes....... and has had it for MANY years. I (obviously) felt O.K. telling her! I feel like trash when I am around friends and they start talking about how "nasty" and "gross" herpes is even though some MILLIONS of people supposedly have it (whatever...). And it IS gross and I can never get rid of it. Now tell me what the fuck am I supposed to do.....???? WOW, this was cathartic!
Now tell me what the fuck am I supposed to do I truly feel for you and I can understand you not wanting to tell your friends, but remember if they are truly your friends they will still be your friends after you tell them. True friends wouldn’t let a medical condition that you have interfere with your friendship.
You said that you stay with your husband because he loves and you feel that no other man would love you. First, that is not true. It may be easier said than done, but there are people that have HIV/AIDS and other conditions and they have found love and marriage in spite of that. I know its not easy and I’m not saying that this world isn’t without its prejudices, but you can find someone to be happy with. I can’t even imagine how uncomfortable that must make you feel when you are with your friends and they are talking about it. Gosh! I’m just shaking my head at the fact that we just really have no idea how much we can be hurting someone with the words we say.
Please don’t be disgusted with yourself.
More importantly than you stating that your husband loves you, the real question is do you love him? Another question that I have is why wouldn’t he get tested if he knows that you have and he is married to you? That just seems a little a peculiar. Did you REALLY think he has it and if so do you think he knows he has it?
I’m glad that you found posting your secret to be therapeutic. I must say that makes me so happy that I did this post!
You said that you stay with your husband because he loves and you feel that no other man would love you. First, that is not true. It may be easier said than done, but there are people that have HIV/AIDS and other conditions and they have found love and marriage in spite of that. I know its not easy and I’m not saying that this world isn’t without its prejudices, but you can find someone to be happy with. I can’t even imagine how uncomfortable that must make you feel when you are with your friends and they are talking about it. Gosh! I’m just shaking my head at the fact that we just really have no idea how much we can be hurting someone with the words we say.
Please don’t be disgusted with yourself.
More importantly than you stating that your husband loves you, the real question is do you love him? Another question that I have is why wouldn’t he get tested if he knows that you have and he is married to you? That just seems a little a peculiar. Did you REALLY think he has it and if so do you think he knows he has it?
I’m glad that you found posting your secret to be therapeutic. I must say that makes me so happy that I did this post!
I have to admit that I was diagnosed with herpes myself a couple of years ago...the only outbreaks I get are on my mouth!! I have had a total of 1 outbreak since being told in "97".
At annon who let her secret out I KNOW how you feel. It was a shock for me at first, how could this happen to me I was always careful and never sleep around. Over the years I have had other test done, and herpes was never detected in any of them so I'm not sure exactly what to think anymore. I never got an outbreak on my vagina before.
I am currently single and scared to get into a relationship with anyone because of it. My doctor told me that a good portion of us are walking around with herpes simplex 1 which is the mouth sores...so if you see anyone with a sore on their lip its HERPES, not a cold sore only!
I hope you feel better, I always think it could be something worse.
At annon who let her secret out I KNOW how you feel. It was a shock for me at first, how could this happen to me I was always careful and never sleep around. Over the years I have had other test done, and herpes was never detected in any of them so I'm not sure exactly what to think anymore. I never got an outbreak on my vagina before.
I am currently single and scared to get into a relationship with anyone because of it. My doctor told me that a good portion of us are walking around with herpes simplex 1 which is the mouth sores...so if you see anyone with a sore on their lip its HERPES, not a cold sore only!
I hope you feel better, I always think it could be something worse.
@ 4/27/2006 6:59 PM, Anonymous Thank you for sharing such a deep secret!
I know it just so seems so unfair that you try to live your life right and then some thing devastating like this happens to you. Like I said, thanks again for sharing.
I know it just so seems so unfair that you try to live your life right and then some thing devastating like this happens to you. Like I said, thanks again for sharing.
@ sometimes I just don't know- sweetie why?!!??! What is up with that? Does he even try? I certainly hope so. Wow, I needs my orgasms on a regular basis and I don’t want to be doing all the work to get ‘em either! If you were getting them in the beginning, why did it stop?
@ At 4/27/2006 2:01 PM, Anonymous- wow, that’s pretty interesting!
@ OhWordU2- You’re right, there’s no patent!
@ Nikki- come on! You can tell me. I won’t say anything, LOL.
@ Leesa- I couldn’t agree with you more.
@ At 4/27/2006 2:01 PM, Anonymous- wow, that’s pretty interesting!
@ OhWordU2- You’re right, there’s no patent!
@ Nikki- come on! You can tell me. I won’t say anything, LOL.
@ Leesa- I couldn’t agree with you more.
About the herpes comment someone made earlier. Not everyone, with a sore on their lip has herpes. Sometimes those cold sores on the mouth are fever blisters. They can be enduced by stress or whatnot. I have at one point had that as well. In fact, it has happened twice. Keep in mind tho, that I a not sexually active and at the time it happened, have notengaged in any sexual activity of any sort. So sometimes, it is herpes simplex 1 as they say or a fever blister..who knows..either way be careful out there ladies and gents..
PS. (I am a 21 year old female)
PS. (I am a 21 year old female)
I have been having a relationship with a man and I am married!! The thing is the brother that I am fucking has no idea I am married!! He really thinks that I am divorced! I love my husband but I think I am falling in love with this man! In the begining I wanted to tell him that I was married but for some reason I dont want him out of my life!!! I also dont want to lose my husband either! My husband spends alot of time out of town working so that makes it easy to cheat! I never let my secret lover come to my house. I told him that I wasnt comfy with a man being around my daughters!!!! My husband fucks me better though!!!!! That one of the reasons I havent left him!!!!
@ 4/27/2006 9:02 PM, Anonymous - Now that is one hell of a damn secret! So you love your husband, but you think you are falling for the secret guy to? Wow…. I always wondered if it was possible to love more than one person at the same time. Now if you tell the secret guy that you are still married, he will likely be angry and hurt – so this is a tuffy. Your husband suspects nothing?
i keep the adress lables that st jude sends, but i dont donate.....
@ N Search of Ecstacy, about your question on the internet sexscapades.............I used to meet guys off chat lines, but I got scared because I have known people who have had bad experiences (like a car stolen, I swear to God). But, online chat groups, yahoo groups, Black Planet, Yahoo IM (Instant Messenger) are all places I have talked to guys, swapped pics, then met up. At the time, I was Mz Hot Ass, and constantly meeting people. I wouldnt recommend that for safety reasons, STDs, etc, but it defenitely allows you to cut to the chase. www.nudeafrica.com, is a good spot too, lots of dick pics. For those lonely nights...........................
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I've been molested several times in my life, i've only revealed that too a few close friends...2 molesters were my step fathers...i never told my mom, cause i didnt want her to kill them.....the first one....i was in preschool...she divorced him for unrelated matters, but almost got back with him again when i was older.......
I think that is why i've always been very permiscuous (sp) and will sleep with any guy who showed me the least bit of attention....However I have tried to change this pattern, i was seriously in this pattern while in HS, when i moved i stopped for a while, but did it again, while being in a serious relationship....then i stopped for about 5 years, but when my marriage fell apart I stated back up again and ended up sleeping with 3 ppl on the first meet....on some level i feel like hey i'm an adult if thats what i want to do then so be it....but right now, i am abstaining....
I think that is why i've always been very permiscuous (sp) and will sleep with any guy who showed me the least bit of attention....However I have tried to change this pattern, i was seriously in this pattern while in HS, when i moved i stopped for a while, but did it again, while being in a serious relationship....then i stopped for about 5 years, but when my marriage fell apart I stated back up again and ended up sleeping with 3 ppl on the first meet....on some level i feel like hey i'm an adult if thats what i want to do then so be it....but right now, i am abstaining....
Nik, thank you for the really kind words of encouragement, believe it or not, your words helped me to feel a little less “yucky” about myself. I know my friends would still love me, but I am SURE that the fear of contracting it by eating at my house or sitting on my toilet would be forever in their minds...... maybe not,but I'm just saying....... But still I feel like the thought of telling someone new that “I have herpes” would just make a dick go limp. My husband hasn’t been tested because he just ain’t the one to go to the dr. (and hasn't been since I've known him and has had NO breakouts genital-wise) and know he thinks he’s with ME, so what does it matter (he hasn’t said that, but I know that’s his attitude). My other friend’s (that also has herpes) husband didn’t get tested either because he was like “I love her and it’s not like for our WHOLE marriage I’mma be using a condom and if SHE has it, more than LIKELY , I ALREADY have it…. or will get it....” I think that’s my husband’s philosophy also. To answer some questions: Yes, I love my husband, BUT. We have had a looooot of issues in the few years we’ve been together. To the point where I didn’t think we’d make it. We ALSO have a child and though you should not stay FOR a child, the thought of LEAVING when kids are involved gives me pause. Soooo…. I am working at this thing called marriage everyday. One thing about me & my husband is that he is a sports fanatic, going to the bar was a regular thing when he was single and he STILL goes (more than I would like) more for socialization that to actually drink (i.e. watch a game….hell, ANY game…) and because we have a child we BOTH can’t be there and help is scarce in terms of babysitting. And we have very different interests. Long story short, I am working on it, but when we get into it, I do THINK about “what if I left…..would I EVER find someone attractive who would love me again?????" As for the anonymous person who commented on herpes, yes, that is correct, you MAY not have GENITAL herpes (simplex2) if you have it on your mouth, but it can MOST DEFINITELY be spread to your genetials if someone who has the Simplex 1 (on the mouth, whether they are presenting with symptoms or NOT)gives you oral sex, as a matter of FACT I think that is EXACTLY what happened to me! My husband gets cold sores AT LEAST 5x a year! I think that because he MIGHT have had one and either it was just BEGINNING or ENDING and he ate me out or something,I contracted it that way. I do NOT believe he has it genitally. And guess what, for the FIRST time EVER in my life, I NOW get cold sores 1ce or 2ce a year on my bottom lip, in the same spot on my lip!!! (they say that recurring breakouts reoccur at the intial outbreak site in many cases). I neeeeeeever got them before this shit (and I am in my 30's)! But just because they have them on their mouth , though it DOES NOT mean that they have it genitally, it DOES mean that it can spread to your genitals! Don’t let this happen to you. Be careful everyone.
I find it so interesting that so many women are interested in women. Does not surprise me. I'm an attractive straight woman who eats pussy better than I suck dick. Not a preference just a fact. It is what it is. Even though I'm on the DL, I don't consider this a secret because it's just my sexuality. I do wish there was a way for some of us women to umm, talk. Maybe there is. blacknews101@aol.com
@ 4/26/2006 8:44 AM, Anonymous Poster
I’m sorry to just be getting back to you. But I did want to make sure I got a response back to you this weekend. I also sent you an email, just in case you don't check these comments.
To answer your question, no I do not think that it was necessarily wrong for you to tell her that her first day on the job as an exotic dancer would be your last day of marriage. But at the same time, do you honestly feel that if there was some thing (whatever it may be) that she did not want YOU to do, that you would not do it? Marriage is give and take, so if you aren’t willing to give EXACTLY what you want to receive, the question that comes up is, ‘is that really fair’?
I also would like to know why is it that you feel this way? I mean I have a pretty good idea, but I would still like to hear it from you. How did this come about? Lastly, why is it that SHE even wants to do this?
For me personally, I would not want a job that I could not take my children to or a job that I would be ashamed to tell my children about. But that is just me, everyone is different and to each its own.
Your wife may feel that this is easy money and that the extra cash would help out the family, but one must also consider the price they pay by having a job of this nature. This means putting up with the customers, dealing with potential psychos that fall in love with your body, possibly being ashamed of it, and the price you have to pay in a situation like this where your spouse is completely against what you’re doing. Sometimes there is a huge price to pay and you have to ask yourself if you’re really willing to pay that price. Sometimes, it just isn’t worth it. Or is it?
I’m sorry to just be getting back to you. But I did want to make sure I got a response back to you this weekend. I also sent you an email, just in case you don't check these comments.
To answer your question, no I do not think that it was necessarily wrong for you to tell her that her first day on the job as an exotic dancer would be your last day of marriage. But at the same time, do you honestly feel that if there was some thing (whatever it may be) that she did not want YOU to do, that you would not do it? Marriage is give and take, so if you aren’t willing to give EXACTLY what you want to receive, the question that comes up is, ‘is that really fair’?
I also would like to know why is it that you feel this way? I mean I have a pretty good idea, but I would still like to hear it from you. How did this come about? Lastly, why is it that SHE even wants to do this?
For me personally, I would not want a job that I could not take my children to or a job that I would be ashamed to tell my children about. But that is just me, everyone is different and to each its own.
Your wife may feel that this is easy money and that the extra cash would help out the family, but one must also consider the price they pay by having a job of this nature. This means putting up with the customers, dealing with potential psychos that fall in love with your body, possibly being ashamed of it, and the price you have to pay in a situation like this where your spouse is completely against what you’re doing. Sometimes there is a huge price to pay and you have to ask yourself if you’re really willing to pay that price. Sometimes, it just isn’t worth it. Or is it?
At 4/28/2006 2:59 PM, Anonymous
Thank you very much for sharing this secret. I know that this was very painful for you to deal with and I just can’t even imagine the torment you went living w/these men.
Often times, when you find a woman who is promiscuous, you will find that an early sexual assault or molestation at the root of the behavior. It is VERY common. Most people just do not realize this. I’m not saying that this is the case for every promiscuous woman.
You are right! You are an adult and you are allowed to do what ever you choose to, but if you feel that you are doing something wrong, you have to step back and take a look at the reason that you are doing it. Being that you have not told very people, I’m thinking that there are most likely some unresolved issues there. I really do. I can’t tell you how to deal with your issues, because lawd knows I don’t do a great job of resolving my own. But I would like to tell you that it is never too late to get some help. So if you feel you need it or want it, don’t ever be afraid to ask for the help to resolve your issues, whatever it is that they may be.
Take care!
Thank you very much for sharing this secret. I know that this was very painful for you to deal with and I just can’t even imagine the torment you went living w/these men.
Often times, when you find a woman who is promiscuous, you will find that an early sexual assault or molestation at the root of the behavior. It is VERY common. Most people just do not realize this. I’m not saying that this is the case for every promiscuous woman.
You are right! You are an adult and you are allowed to do what ever you choose to, but if you feel that you are doing something wrong, you have to step back and take a look at the reason that you are doing it. Being that you have not told very people, I’m thinking that there are most likely some unresolved issues there. I really do. I can’t tell you how to deal with your issues, because lawd knows I don’t do a great job of resolving my own. But I would like to tell you that it is never too late to get some help. So if you feel you need it or want it, don’t ever be afraid to ask for the help to resolve your issues, whatever it is that they may be.
Take care!
Dayum, what's up, ma? I wanna know what your kitty licking is like, and I'm straight.
What a turn on!!
What a turn on!!