"N" Search of Ecstasy

Quick Update On Me

Weight

Things with me are really going pretty well. Im still doing my thing with the gym although I do not always eat my best. I have lost about 30lbs and I am at that point where everyone can really tell. Not a day goes by that I do not get a compliment from someone about the weight loss. It really makes me feel good and like my hard work is paying off. If I could only leave these damn peanut M&Ms alone I would be doing GREAT!

Work

My job is going good to! I havent been hated on in a while. You know its really a damn shame when whether or not you are hated on is a determining factor of how well things on the job are going

Anyhoo, I have been there for about 8 months and things are coming along well. Im finally at the point where I can do my work on my own with out constant review and hateration. I have been getting really positive feedback on the work I turn in to, so that is definitely a plus. I just pray that things continue to go smoothly.

Social Life

My sister graduated this past weekend with her Masters, so I had a lot of family in town over the weekend. We really had a lot of fun and I enjoyed seeing my little nephew.

I have not talked to my ex. I briefly mentioned that we broke up but never went into a whole lot of detail. It was not a bad break up or anything like that. Its just that we were together for a very long time, longer than many of my friends have even been married and the wounds were too fresh. It was such a difficult decision to let him go, but it was one that I had to make. I just prayed about it before I made my final decision for us to part and went with what the Lord told me to do.

I still think about him but its been easier than I thought it would be being without him. Never in a million years did I ever imagine my life without him, but here I am doing just that. Things just didnt work out for us. There were so many yes, I will do better or I will make things better. But it just never happened. Or always saying he was sorry but never showing it. I held on for a long time to the memories of what we once shared but honestly those good days were gone a long time ago. I have no hard feelings towards him, as a matter of fact I truly wish him the best. It just wasnt meant to be for us

I have been spending a lot of time getting to know this new guy I met and things are really going well between us. For the first time in a VERY LONG time I feel happy and I love the way it feels. You know the type of feeling you hope will never end? Well that is how I feel. Its still kinda of early to tell how things will turn out but I got a good feeling about this one.

He came into my life at just the perfect time, although I did not think the timing was perfect when we first met. Its like cupids lil ass came around and shot me in my back. I struggled with trying to figure out whether I even wanted to take a chance with someone new. I wondered if this was just something I was doing because I was one the rebound, so I thought maybe I should just be by myself. But I prayed about that to and I remember that I woke up one morning and knew exactly what it was that I wanted and needed to do. What I wanted was to be with him and there is where I will stay for as long as the Lord allows...

This is Superstar Nic

A Little Closer 2 Ecstasy and I'm out!

"If you see someone without a smile today, give them one of yours!"